Devotions

“All the men assigned to the camp of Dan number 157,600. They will set out last, under their standards.” [Numbers 2:31 NIV]

There was a particular order in which the tribes of Israel camped and marched in the wilderness.  The tabernacle and ark were always in the center, with tribes in front, on both sides and behind.  The Danites were assigned to be the rearguard.  [Numbers 10:25]

I’m not sure any of want to be assigned to bringing up the rear, especially if a few million people are marching in front of us. I can only imagine what it was like for the Danites back there, eating the dust of people, dodging the droppings of the herds of sheep and cattle.  At the 4^th of July Parade in Middleton there were several horse troops and right behind them was the much needed “pooper scooper” crew. It reminded me of what the Danites must have had to deal with as they brought up the rearguard.

And yet, the rearguard is vitally important.  They make sure the stragglers don’t get left behind. They also make sure that the enemy doesn’t go around and attack from the rear. The rearguard must be just as vigilant as those in the front and on the side, maybe more so. The enemy of our soul seldom comes knocking on the front door declaring his intentions to subdue us, but he will mount an attack from the rear and hope we have left that unguarded.

Our Father God thought it so important to have a rearguard that He Himself promised to be ours! “The LORD will go before you, the God of Israel will be your rear guard.” [Isa 52:12 NIV]

Father, thank you for being my rearguard. Let me be mindful of the Spirit’s warnings and promptings. Help me to remember that the attacks against my soul are seldom from head on, but will often blindside me or sneak up from behind. I know, Spirit, you send out the warning. Help me to be vigilant in hearing Your alert!  Amen.

I need some time away. I’m tired. Oh, physically, I am fine. I am getting more than 10,000 steps in almost every day, eating right, diabetes under control. A few little aches and pains, but nothing major for a 70-year-old.

Still I am a bit worn emotionally, mentally and maybe even spiritually. I’ve been going strong and recently realized I need to step back and re-charge a bit.  I haven’t taken time away from the pulpit since last year, except for the day the snow storm caused us to cancel Sunday service in January.

Whenever I get like this I am reminded of Jesus’ invitation to His disciples following their missionary adventure when Jesus sent them out two-by-two in Mark 6. When they returned, they filled Him in on everything that happened. Surrounded once again by the crowds that followed Jesus, without even time to eat, Jesus must have sensed that they needed a little “down” time.  “Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest.” [Mark 6:31 NIV]

We have rechargeable 9-volt batteries at the church that I set in the charger station after each service so that they are strong and ready to use in our microphones at the next one. If I fail to do that, the batteries will run dry and our microphones will quit. Without those microphones, it is much harder to “get the Word out.”

Often when things are moving in the Spirit, strong, on-fire, we can forget that to keep it that way we also must “take-in” a charge from the Lord.  If we don’t we will have nothing left to “give-out.”

Father, I need to rest. I need to come away to the quiet place. I need to re-charge. I pray for opportunity to do so.  Amen.

1 Peter 4:10-11: “Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God’s grace in its various forms. If anyone speaks, he should do it as one speaking the very words of God. If anyone serves, he should do it with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ. To him be the glory and the power for ever and ever. Amen.” [NIV]

This quote from Peter follows a command to love each other deeply and to offer hospitality without grumbling.  He tells us to use whatever gift we have to serve and minister God’s grace in various ways.   Have you thought about the gifts God has given you?

All those “gift tests” tell me that I am primarily an encourager, and secondly a teacher.  Those are the things that motivate me to serve and minister God’s grace in every setting. And of course, the enemy of my soul knowing this often seeks ways to pervert those gifts.  Instead of encouraging, I can find myself enabling.  Instead of teaching, I can find myself drifting into manipulation (a primary trait in the family I grew up in).

So, I try to stay on my guard knowing that it is often our strongest traits and motivations that can be corrupted the easiest.  I try to stay open to the Spirit’s discernment so I can recognize when I’m getting too close to the line, when I’m beginning to move not in the motivation of God, but in the manipulation of my own worldly desires.  It isn’t easy, but oh is it necessary.

Our goal in life is always that “in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ.”  We should keep that as a plumb line and measure all we say and do against it.

Father, how often, how easily I slip. When I think I am strong is when I am in the most danger of trying to do things in my own worldly ways.  Keep me in line with Your Spirit. Keep my motivations pure so that in all things praise may flow to You.  Amen.

It’s been a difficult week, one in which I’ve had to deal with emotions that I didn’t think I still had. I used to be a very angry person, but I thought that one was conquered.  Apparently, it wasn’t.  I also thought I was a person who gave the benefit of the doubt and didn’t hurt easily.  Apparently, I’m not always.  And I thought I was a person who led with the spirit and mind and made my emotions follow.  Apparently, that’s not completely true either. So back to the drawing board!

“Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.”  [Ps 139:23-24 NIV]

I think it is a dangerous prayer to ask God to search us and see if there is anything offensive in us.  Because most certainly He will search, and most certainly He will reveal something offensive – at least in my case that is always true.

I have found that God’s way of searching is often to put us through difficult times. Our reactions then flow to the surface and become quite apparent. That was my week. Difficult situation, I reacted, and it became quite apparent that …I still can be an angry person, I don’t always give the benefit of the doubt, can be hurt easily and I do at times lead with my emotions instead of my spirit.

God knew just how to get me to that place where my need of His Spirit was revealed. He showed me the person I am and the person He wants me to be – and just how far short of that I am.  So now we begin the process of change: acknowledgment first that I need to change, repentance, and finally cooperation with the Spirit of God for that change.

Father, give me the courage I need to acknowledge that I need to change. Give me the wisdom to know how to accomplish that in the power of Your Spirit.  Amen

When July 14 rolls around (as it did yesterday), two things immediately come to mind.  First, it is Bastille Day, French Independence Day–after all, I am French by heritage. The second thing is that it is my former pastor’s birthday.  Pastor Jim, I think, would have turned 70 this year. Still miss him.

Whenever I think of him I recall the great truth he shared; the truth that totally changed my life as a child of God. He would often say, “It is easier to get people to love God than to get people to allow God to love them.”

I write a lot about the love of God for us. Some of you may think I write too much about it. You may think I sound like an old broken record. “God loves you!”  “God loves you!”  “God loves you!”

Well, I am old and I do sound like a broken record.  If there is one truth the enemy of your soul will try to drive out of your life, it is that God does love you. The enemy will bring up your past, your present, even your future. He will try to create doubt in your heart that you are worth God’s time or His concern and care. If he can get you to forget the love God has for you, get you to doubt God’s compassion and mercy, he will drive you to despair in every circumstance and situation in life.

What keeps us strong is not that we love God, it is that He loves us and proved that love at Calvary. So yes, this old broken record will keep reminding you of that great truth I learned from Pastor Jim. God loves you!

“May our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father, who loved us and by his grace gave us eternal encouragement and good hope, encourage your hearts and strengthen you in every good deed and word.” [2 Thess 2:16-17 NIV]

Of all the benefits I found in David’s song, Psalm 103, two stood out.  The first I wrote about yesterday, God’s wonderful name and character of compassion, grace, patience, love.  God doesn’t treat us as our sins deserve, but instead made a way for us to be accepted as sons and daughters of the King. [vs 8-10]

The other one that makes my heart sing with joy is found in verse 17: “…from everlasting to everlasting the LORD’s love is with those who fear him….”

Bob and I have been married 50 years.  For our anniversary celebration, I dug our wedding album out of the closet and put it on display for others to see.  One picture shows me with my maid of honor and my bridesmaids. I must admit, it took me a while to remember the names of two of my bridesmaids.  It was not until I looked at the front of the book where the wedding participants were listed that I remembered who they were.  They were friends 50 years ago, but we lost touch decades ago and even their names disappeared from my remembrance.

Psalm 103 tells me that God is never going to forget my name.  One day, eons into eternity, He is not going to see me, wonder who I am and need to be reminded by looking me up in the Book of Life.  “From everlasting to everlasting” my LORD will know me, love me, with the same intense, grace-giving love that He has had for me since before I was born.

Father, how unbelievable it is that You love me and know me, You know my name, my inmost thoughts and desires.  How unbelievable it is that in spite of all my failings, You not only love me, You want me!  I am blessed beyond belief.  Amen

I hope you Read Psalm 103 yesterday. I hope you found many benefits from God that have followed the course of your life. Two stood out in my heart. I found the first in verses 8-10: “The LORD is compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, abounding in love…. He does not treat us as our sins deserve or repay us according to our iniquities.” [NIV]

As David writes his song, he remembers Moses’ pursuit of God in Exodus 34.  When God hid Moses in the cleft of the rock and passed in front of him, he declared His name and His character to Moses: “The LORD, the LORD, the compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness ….”

Moses would remind the Israelites of God’s declaration in Number 14:18. David also reminds us in his song. Our God abounds with compassion, grace, patience, and love. Because of that, he does not settle judgment on us immediately—as our sins deserve. Instead He invites us, even pursues us, to partake of the salvation obtained for us by His Son Jesus. He isn’t searching for ways to repay us according to our sins, but instead made a way to shower us with forgiveness and grace.

We must never forget what we truly deserve as sinners—judgment. At the same time, we must always remember God’s benefits that lifted us out of that judgment and made us sons and daughters of the King.

Father, may I never take your compassion, grace, patience, love and faithfulness for granted.  May I always remember that I am but a sinner saved by Your grace and now declared to be a daughter of the King. I can never repay You for all Your benefits to me.  Amen

Saturday morning the air conditioner at the church quit.  It was, of course, a very hot weekend, over 100 degrees. We could not get it serviced until Sunday afternoon, so anticipated that the building was going to be warm. It’s been cooling down into the 60’s by early morning and I thought I would get there early, open the doors, and set up some large fans brought from home.  But Sunday morning it did not cool down, in fact, it was 78 degrees when I got up at 5 AM.

I did get to church early and found the building was almost 90 degrees.  I opened doors and set up fans and got the air circulating.  By the time service began it was 84 degrees inside, but rapidly heating up outside.  I am not a summer person. I don’t like the heat. I was miserable, and a bit of a complainer as I waited for everyone to arrive.  Then as people started coming in and worship began, my mood changed.  Yes, it was hot.  Yes, I was uncomfortable. And yes, God was in our midst.  I shifted my focus from me to Him and stood amazed at the change that came over me. I began to praise – and even laugh!

I think that is why the Scriptures remind us to “forget not all his benefits.”  It is so easy for circumstances to enable us to do just that – forget. The Spirit of God inspired David to write Psalm 103.  In that song David reminds us to remember God’s benefits, and then begins to list them.  One follows another, forgiveness, healing, redemption and love, satisfaction and renewal—and that is just the first stanza.

Read Psalm 103 today.  Read it slowly and savor its wonders. Count the benefits contained therein.  How many have you been blessed with?

“Praise the LORD, O my soul; all my inmost being, praise his holy name. Praise the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits….” [Ps 103:1-2 NIV]

An article came to my email inbox recently. This one led with a question … “How do we get people to fall in love with Jesus?” My immediate answer was, “we have to fall in love with Him first.” After reading the article, it was apparent that the author and I agreed on the answer.

David wrote Psalm 59 to memorialize God’s rescue when King Saul sent men to David’s house to try to kill him. “But I will sing of your strength, in the morning I will sing of your love; for you are my fortress, my refuge in times of trouble. O my Strength, I sing praise to you; you, O God, are my fortress, my loving God.”  [Vs 16-17 NIV]

Twice in this song David uses the phrase “my loving God.”  I often think about how we portray our God to others. Are we singing every morning about our loving God, our fortress and refuge? Or do we portray Him shaking His finger in anger at everyone not living as we think they should?

I had two great aunts who were zealous about seeing me come to Christ Jesus for salvation. One came shaking her finger and telling me all the things I needed to remove from my life. The other came joyfully telling me how much God loves me and wants me. Can you guess which one influenced me?

It was only after God captured me with His love that the indwelling Spirit began to help me remove all those things from my life that needed removal—and by then I wanted Him to! “How do we get people to fall in love with Jesus?”  It is simple, “we have to fall in love with Him first.”

Father, I am so grateful that you love me.  You, indeed, O God are my fortress, my loving God.  May I always project that message to others.  May they see my love for You and Yours for me, and be drawn to that love.  Amen.

After fully assuming the throne, David began a search throughout the kingdom for any descendants of Jonathan remaining.   He found one son, Mephibosheth. Mephibosheth had been crippled when a nurse dropped him as they were fleeing after the deaths of then King Saul and his son Jonathan.  They were fleeing because it was the practice of the day for the new dynasty to kill any remnants of the old dynasty. That was to prevent rebellion and attempts to re-take the throne. [2 Samuel 9]

Mephibosheth was in hiding, in a remote part of the kingdom.  He was poor and shamed, even referring to himself as a “dead dog.” David sends for Mephibosheth, who as I wrote yesterday, probably came with “…only a fearful expectation of judgment….”  [Heb 10:27 NIV]

After falling prostrate at David’s feet, the king surprises him.  He lifts him up and gives him life instead of death. He invites him to sit at the king’s table for the rest of his days, he calls him “a son” and restores to him the fortunes of his grandfather Saul.  Mephibosheth did absolutely nothing to deserve any of this.  It was an amazing and beautiful act of mercy and grace on the part of King David.

Let’s face it, we are all Mephibosheth’s.  We are descendants of Adam who sinned and passed that sin and punishment to all of us.  We had “…only a fearful expectation of judgment….”  Instead of death however, when we prostrated ourselves at the feet of Jesus we received life, sonship, acceptance and restoration.  We now sit at the table of the king as sons and daughters.  We have an eternal inheritance and God will one day restore to us all that sin has taken.

John 1:16:  From the fullness of his grace we have all received one blessing after another. [NIV]