Ps 13:2: “How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and every day have sorrow in my heart?” [NIV]
David’s songs always impress me with their honesty. He is so transparent as he puts pen to his soul, whether he is praising God’s goodness and greatness or examining his own thoughts and desires. Often his songs begin with his troubles and end in God’s praise. Psalm 13 is structured that way.
David seems a bit worn down in this song; worn from the constant battle with his enemies. His cry of “How long …?” is one that has probably crossed all our lips. How long, God, must I face this problem, endure this sickness, struggle with this circumstance?
How often I have wrestled with my thoughts and had sorrow in my heart. When that happens, I usually call one of my good, trusted friends knowing that they will understand. And they do. They don’t solve my wrestling or remove the sorrow, but they listen as I pour out my heart. I know that they will be praying for me, just as they know I pray for them.
I also know that like David, I can give this sorrow of heart to my Lord and Savior. He will listen. He wrestled with sorrow in the Garden of Gethsemane that nearly overwhelmed Him, so I know He understands mine. I know that I can trust His love.
Ps 13:5-6: “But I trust in your unfailing love; my heart rejoices in your salvation. I will sing to the LORD, for he has been good to me.” [NIV]