I was sure out of it in church last Sunday. Saturday began well, went for a long walk, did a few chores, worked more on my message. But as the day wore on, a headache developed. I didn’t eat well, too much fat and salt, and paid for that mistake. Neck hurt more than usual. Went to bed early but didn’t sleep well.
Sunday morning, I was “off” all morning. My vision was so blurry I could barely read the Scriptures from my big-print Bible during the message. I stumbled over words. I couldn’t quite say what I wanted to say. After it was all over, I thought I should have just eliminated the message and continued on with music and prayers, but at the time I couldn’t get myself in tune with the Spirit of God to realize that is what I should have done.
When I looked back, I realized the week was hectic. Bathroom remodel took two days, waiting for the stove to be installed took another. I had an eye appointment and lots of running around. We had trouble with car repairs. Bob wasn’t feeling well. He broke his brand-new phone. Common every day frustrations ruled the week.
And, of course, the message was on the realities of spiritual warfare. Reality number one: we are in a war with spiritual foes and we can’t let our guard down. I apparently let my guard down. I didn’t spend near enough time in prayer. I handled the week in my own strength and got depleted quickly. By Sunday, I had nothing left. Thankfully, God anointed three people in the church who followed the leading of the Spirit and ministered to others.
This week, I am going to follow one of my favorite Scriptures. When His disciples became so busy with too much going on, He invited them to “Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest.” [Mark 6:31]
I hope that is what my week holds!
